I don’t even know how to put this in terms I want to say. I feel in a way defeated this week, My body needed a lot of rest. My mind needed rest. Everything seems to be taking its toll. Today has been mentally a rough one. The realization of being stuck at home, being single still. I went to the gym two different times today but each time I was not mentally capable to workout. My mind wasn’t right. These back to school posts and friends showing and talking about their summer. Idk i guess I’m jealous. I had an amazing summer myself. But the sad thing is a lot of it felt alone. No big groups of friends, no weddings. I have been thriving on all aspects of life while battling this cancer but in the aspect of the friends category. I have been struggling. I feel alone.
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Back in June 2006, the summer before my senior year of high school I started this rollercoaster ride and was diagnosed with Leukemia. Then fast forward two years of treatment with chemo and a few hip surgeries including having both my hips replaced. I still managed to graduate high school in 2007 while fighting cancer and treating. I took 2 years college tuition as my make a wish and determined right there that I was going to beat cancer and be a college graduate. But little did I know that I was going to have another fight with cancer in the form of brain tumor come May 2013. A Grade II astrocytoma to be precise. I ended up having to put college on the back burner to fight this battle and I came out on top again. Now what brings me to why I'm starting this blog. I recently managed to fulfill my dream and graduated college on May 9th 2018. Unfortunately only to find out the very next day that my tumor had come back and appeared to be a higher grade. View all posts by Timstrong