I have had a lot of people. I guess mostly friends telling my I have been distant or even stand offish. I want to clear the air here. Maybe I have or maybe I haven’t. I honestly don’t know. But what I do know is I was diagnosed with a terminal disease in 2018. I was hit with those words and all I can think about is to be selfish at this point. Im physically and mentally trying to do everything that is possible so that I can live longer. All while living life to the fullest. I want everybody included in that and I don’t want to add distance from my friends that have been there through this rollercoaster I call my life. I want people to know me not reaching out doesn’t mean I don’t want to see you or hang out. I just get so focused on the fight to live that it consumes me. If all my friends can honestly hang on and just be there for me the best they can during all this. I can promise you this, I will never stop fighting.